Why i dislike/like blogs

I like the blogs because they are easy and quick to do, I despise them because we must post them on the internet. I dont want the things that I say to be on the internet, and i find people who pour their emotions and thoughts into an online diary to be kind of lame. So from doing these, I now find myself extremely lame. I wish that they could just be handwritten journals, they would accomplish the same thing and I wouldnt have to consider myself a blogger.
Blogs are helpful because they keep me writing. The hardest thing for me is to put my thoughts on paper and blogs force me to do so on a bi weekly basis. This is good practice and it has made formulating my thoughts into actual essays much easier. But once again, this could be accomplished in pen and paper format rather than on some website.